Hey Future.

Hey future.
You're not ready for me,
and I'm not ready for you.
I can see what I want,
but I can't see what to do.
So I'm stuck in the present.
It's a gift and a curse.
It seems like trying to chase you
is only making things worse.
So hey future,
I think we may need some time apart.
Right now, you're somebody's present,
and it's breaking my heart.
I don't need you to need me.
I just need you to see
that I'm everything you keep trying
to get her to be.
But hey future.
I understand the road.
It goes up, it goes down,
it has to's, it has fro's,
one day it'll come around
and your heart will feel home.
guarantee that day you'll be with me.
But you'll see.
And hey future,
I realize your appeal is the fact
that I can't figure out if you're real.
Maybe this is a joke.
Maybe you'll disappear.
But I blink, and you're always still here.
I still fear
One day future
that it'll be too late.
You'll be stuck in the lies
and the tears and the hate.
I'll be watching.
But I can't save you from your fate.
Maybe the future of futures just isn't that great.
Know what, future?
I think it's time for me to say goodnight
I refuse to get lost in this small, silly plight.
I'll survive it
like I survive everything else
I'll come out, when it's done
Knowing more of myself.
And I meant it,
when I told you that we should take a break
Cus I'm really not sure how much more I can take
But I want you
to understand you're always in my heart.
And that I'll think of you in the time we're apart.