.Persistent Existance.

If there were a river wide
I'd cross it to be by your side
If mountains towered in my way
I'd climb them just to hear you say
Your love for me was still as pure
As it had been the day before
My heart would shudder, knees go weak
To feel your touch, and hear you speak

And if a storm should hinder me
I'd weather it, unendingly
I'd stand the cold, and bear the rain
Just to be near you once again
For days and nights pass without rest
And hearts beat constantly in chests
But i swear this, this small decree
Love without you, there is no me.

Written: I honestly don't even remember. Recently tho. What should I title it?

.Snippet.

I am going anywhere that he goes
And gossip follows everywhere that we go
So people
Save your rumors for the ignorant and feeble
Minded
Cus the energy behind it is misguided and deceitful

Dig a hole in all your drama to lay down in
And hold your breath, cus when you look around you'll see you're drownin
See, all that stress you're bringing him and me got you surrounded
You were so busy clownin
Didn't find the time to strive for higher ground and

Now we're standing on a plateau
So fly, and harder to hold on to than your echo
And we will never let go


Since its not finished I'm not posting a date for when it was written. I found hella old poems the other day. I'll post em eventually.

.Baggage.

The cards are all laid on the table
Your baggage is still by the door
My baggage is all in my head, in my heart
And i know you can't take anymore.
And you've already said you forgive me
And that I could never let you down
And I don't want to say that I'm worthless
But life has no purpose if you're not around
No one makes a sound
The ceiling fan spins
And I know that I'll never feel heartbreak again
If you leave
Because this heartbreak will never end
It'll stay on repeat like the sweetest of sins
You'll be the melody, harmony, drumbeat and strings
For all that we've lost, all the we could be
And i can't help but think
Whats the matter with me
And i just want to scream
Whats the matter with me

C'mere love
Lets go wander down memory lane
Hold my hand, love
We won't get to do it again
Isn't it so insane
How things change
From one way to another
First we're loving, then fussing, then hating each other
We were made for each other
Weren't we?
You don't know how that look in your eyes, it hurts me
Cuts like knives, or worse, see
Cus i thought that we might really be
Something more than the last was
Has our last chance passed us

I'm rambling sweetheart, I know
Buying time, cus I really don't want you to go
I just want you to know
That I want it to work
You tell me the truth about myself
And it hurts
Cus its hard
To look at myself in the mirror
Now that your love has made my vision clearer
And I'll never see it this clearly again
If you go
I'll never let anyone in
You should know
That my hearts in those bags my the door
So in leaving, you're taking it with you.

All I'm really trying to say is I'll miss it.
I'll miss you.

Written: 07/14/08

.Will Work for Food for Thought.

I'm a little, lost, guardian angel
Wings too fragile to get off the ground
With each step that I'm taking I'm shuddering,
Aching
And hoping one day to be found
I need food, I need shelter, and water
I have love, I have life, I have hope
Its hard for me to ask, but I can't let you pass
So I shout out and hope I don't choke
Cus you look like a light to my darkness
And you look like you'll show me a way
I've been lost for so long
So I'll give you this song
Cus you look like you'll make it okay
And I know I should get off your doorstep
And I know my intrusion is rude
But whatever you need, if I have, its agreed,
Oh, I promise I'll work for my food.


This one's to you.
Unhypothetically
=]

Written: 07/02/08

.Tonight.

When I talk to God, it usually rhymes. :-??

Joy always comes
It always comes
Joy always comes with morning
But tell me Lord
Please tell me Lord
What I should do tonight?
I try and pray
I cry and pray
For sun after this storming
But nothing dear,
No nothings clear
It never turns out right.

Tonight I want to fight.

I stand alone
Lift hands alone
And cry to you my savior
I pray for those
Make ways for those
Who hurt me oh, so much
But how can I
Continue trying
to win them your favor
When I your child
Who'll die your child
Am losing my own trust

Tonight I want to just..

Live for a moment
In the sin of the moment
And dance for a night
In the passion of night
Maybe cry for a moment
In the lies of the moment
And sleep for a night
In the heat of the night

Want do for a moment
What I've dreamed every moment
And live for a day
How they live everyday

I'm so tired of the bad guys always finishing first.
But to go against you, that would hurt me the worst.

If it always comes
If it always comes
If Joy always comes in the morning
Then I'll speak the words
And repeat these words
So I'll make it through tonight
Since I tried and prayed
Since I cried and prayed
For the sun after this storming
If its meant to be
Then eventually
Everything will turn out right

I can make it through tonight.

Written: 07/02/08